Strange mood. Don't feel like talking to anyone. . . .

Semi vent fo dat ass

It makes me feel super when people are your "boy" and/or "best friend" when it's convenient for them.

You sit there and go out of your way to help when they're going through whatever life tosses them, but then when things start going their way again its just back to the same old "convenient friendship" until the next time...But it's whatever, i don't even bother saying shit because it's probably not worth it

On a brighter note, i've been hitting the gym like crazy lately and am feeling pretty good. Havent had a cigarette in a few days either... health bra

"I'm ready for whatever's coming. I expect nothing but to be let down or turned away. I am alone. Goddamn. This shit hurts sometimes, but I realize what I am, what I have become."
-Henry Rollins

Lol, what a joke.


Back to the gym i go. Maybe that will get my mind off some things.

So the fruits of your labors have fermented into wine
And the sweat that you dripped is now the honey of the hive
The city is a burning sun and we are blooming flowers
The fire, the flame, the passion, the power

Anyways, haven't posted in a while, and a lot has gone on, so i plan to break it down over the next couple of days. . . . . .

until then
Gucci Lightyear